#DatingDetox: It's done, but now what?
It's all so frustrating, and never ending. Google says I'm the "worlds best girlfriend" yet the only relationship I've had for the last 6 years has been in this last month and required watering once a week.
#DatingDetox: Living the "let go" mentality & appreciating abundance
Remember Antonio? Well, on one of his many adventures in kidnapping me he took me shopping and bought (among clothing since I had literally nothing to wear) a coin necklace. The chain was too short for my taste so I put it on this charm necklace I had from my grandmother. See picture below:
#ThatAwkwardMomentWhen: A meth lab explodes down the street from your dinner party
This is perfect, I said to the group.
We then logged in on a mission to have at least two 10 minute conversations just so we could get on cam and see some penis action.
Here was our first exchange ...
#DatingDetox: Dinner party of 8. Uh, I've never even cooked for 2!
I have to admit there is something truly beautiful about doing a detox. I can't remember a time I felt so healthy. I spend my days working, and evenings either out with friends or at a spin class. I feel like the entire process is really grounding and allowing me to focus on strengths instead of being reminded how horrible I am at dating. It never occurred to me how much it messed with my self esteem.
#RealDeal: Yep, I am dating a plant. I'm not kidding. (dating detox day 10)
I never realized how much dating actually hurt me. Date after date I would always go in SO POSITIVE and one by one I was left disappointed. I've met an enormous amount of amazing people, don't get me wrong, but nothing worked out for one reason or another. The problem was never with them, it was me.