#Update: This morning ... I got a text from Romeo

AHH!! BAHH!! and YAHHH!!!

So, if you aren't caught up on the story of Romeo - he's my first love, and we go back back back 7 years, when I first moved to LA. I messaged him on Facebook about a month ago, told him I was going to post on him, he read the posts - responded, and just a few weeks ago even cast me in this commercial he was filming.

It was incredibly difficult seeing him again, mostly because he looks AH-MAZING!!!! He got his life together personally and professionally, and is even in this super serious relationship with this chickadee. Mind you, I'm not even looking to start things up with him again - however, I can't deny that there are feeling there, the dude is my first love!!!!! but it's not something I would EVER actively pursue because that's just not my scene.

Either way, last night, after not talking to him since I saw him on set of the commercial - I decided to put on my big girl pants and send him a text.

Ladies and germie men ... here is what I wrote ...

This morning ... I got a response.

::deep breath::

An hour later, he responded back ...

SWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNN!!! Way to be the nicest person on the planet. UGHHHHH!!!!!

Can't you be a douche so I'd hate you and like never want to talk to you again?!?!?! No, because I fell in love with you, and you're not a fucking douche - you're like one of the greatest people ever ... and now I'm an idiot ... and I'm still typing ... and I don't really know why ...

#gobackintoyourholeJenJen