#WTF: About last night ... Can I get a rundown? (you create your own reality)
So, I've always been very "intuitive" for lack of a better word; I was as young as 3 and reading my mom's mind (light reading) and have literally been a trend-spotter my entire life because of it. I don't just predict trends, I can FEEL them. It's something I've learned to accept as my "gut feeling" but it has never ever ever steered me wrong in business.
Either way, my work with the Modern Day Shaman @realityadjacent has only increased my awareness which has no doubt made the channels for communication THAT much stronger.
Last night was definitely a whole new level of communication.
I started off in this house and the overwhelming emotion that I felt there was anger, and this sense of "being trapped." I unwittingly entered into this psychological "game" that I couldn't get out of.
The place was very dark, the rooms mostly bare but with beds - it felt very "True Blood"-ish. There was a group of men running the household and they were taunting me. You'll never escape until you figure out the answer ... you'll never escape.
I then figured out how to escape the house (ninja skills) by burning my way out and then I started running down the street (which was Hollywood Blvd - but not). Suddenly, all the people around me turned around and stared directly at me. I quickly realized they were all part of the "game" and while I had successfully left the house the game was still going on.
I was then transported back to the house instantly.
I don't know what made me do this next thing, but I then visualized a door and manifested it to appear. I then walked through the door which lead me to another dimension of sort but outside of the "game."
A party then broke out and all of the "evil" and "dark" people around me then started cheering me on, congratulating me that I truly understood what it meant to "create your own reality."
The vibe of everything in the new dimension was so different as well - I was suddenly in this amazingly calm, bright place.
I didn't speak, and no one's mouths moved - but they all then huddled around me and started LITERALLY chanting SO LOUDLY it woke me up ....
"you create your own reality. you create your own reality. you create your own reality. you create your own reality. You need to explain this to others. You're a teacher. you're a teacher. you're a teacher."
I can't describe that dream, but I was so shaken by it I laid in bed for almost two hours afraid to move. It was so real. So. So. Real - and I don't normally remember dreams like that, let alone so vividly 4 hours later so I can write it all out.
It was like the True Blood "evil" house and "game" I was in was my own psychology and my own reality that I created for myself growing up. I still have some of my old journals from 2004 and man oh man, the writing in it FREAKS me out. I can't believe those were some of the thoughts in my head - and how nuts is it how much my life reflected that negativity?
NOW being in a state where I literally re-created my own reality (2.5 years and going strong) everything is SO FREAKING DIFFERENT.
They just kept telling me over and over and over literally SCREAMING in my ear - "you create your own reality," and apparently I really needed to share this message with you all as well because they again kept also saying that I was a teacher and needed to get this word out.
I'm not quite sure where I stand on all of this except, there ya go Universe! Message delivered. Now if you'll excuse me please, but I think I need to call reality and ask her if I can borrow a grip.
#kthxbye
