They're STILL Talking Nerdy Baby #Nerdsunite
Holy fuckerdy ... you guys are STILL commenting, emailing, and all that fun stuff about my epicly god awful date on Sunday. (Read more about that here) Seriously the worst. Like the worst ever. I fucking cried, man!!!! Who makes a girl cry on a first date?? Wrong on SO many levels!!! Here were some of my favorite responses (which btw, if yours isn't posted, dont be mad. I'm sure I responded back as I can't post everyones. And if I didn't reply back, or post your comment - bug me. @JenFriel ... I might not have seen it)
so…
tonight i read your post(s) about your awful date… *side note, while i was reading it, i totally thought to myself “does this guy have aspergers?” and then to read that someone else asked the same thing, totally made me LOL (wait, does that acronym mean laugh out loud or laughing out loud, because the latter would NOT make sense…sooooooo…).
anyway, not going to say i was compelled to comment…but…i felt like i should say something…somewhere…yet i still have no idea what…not that it matters or it should be rehearsed or…ya…blah.
one thing i know, when i opened up itunes and hit my randomize button, this song came on…and then i KNEW i should…even if it’s not directly…so here goes (i say that like i’m not already talking to you, lol <—what did we decide that meant again?)
i cried for you in my soul reading those two posts…hurt.my.heart. and i think because it just hurts to see someone who is a pillar of awesome in a vulnerable state…like seriously…wanted to punch him.
but then again, everyone is entitled to their opinion and way of being right? even if their alter-ego is douchey mcdoucherson…while reading i was thinking “i need some care bear stare (start at 3:39) action or wonder twin powers…orrrrrrrrrrr both. it could totally happen.
i guess it’s just a roll with the punches kind of date and learn from it? that sounds semi-appropriate…even though i totally wanted/want to kick this dude’s ass.
some people learn better by doing, rather than by being told…me…i learn from others…take my mom for example…she sucks at being a mom, i know for a fact, i.will.NEVER.be.like.her...i do not need repeat her mistakes to realize that…you, i see as someone who is totally “let’s see how this goes” and then figure it out after…or “just because you had a bad experience, doesn’t mean i will”…wait…i’m kind of like that too…never mind (it’s late)….but…on occasion, i’ll see how something went for someone else and decide not to repeat it because it caused them pain…that’s good enough for me. soooooooo…maybe “misery” was wrong to reference before i started this little rant…ahhh, LOL (again, meaning?)
now i’m just rambling and have no idea what i’m saying…it’s time for bed…maybe i’ll edit this in the morning, maybe i won’t…who knows…and maybe i’ll have crazy dreams of kathy bates with a sledgehammer.
happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughts…and flashlight tag
i’m done.
#love
ps – don’t scratch out that tattoo yet, it’ll happen…don’t give up.
------ AMAZING!!! Thank you so so so much babe -----------
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Thanks so so so so so much guys for the comments! Really meant the world to me. Yah, dude, he's just messed. Ain't mad at it, whatever, we're all on our own path - but he shouldn't have kept asking for validation. It not only showed how unbelievably insecure he was, but it set in my mind false expectations.
I am happy to report that last night I picked myself right back up and went out on another date ...
... and how'd it go???
I'm ... not ... tellinnnggggggg. Mwahahahahaha!! I had an AH-MAZING time!!! And that's all you get for now. =) =) =)
Seriously nerderinos, thanks so so so much for the support. That experience was fucking weird - and dude, I'm saying it was weird. hahahahahaahahaahahahaahaha
#loveyousosososolongtime