#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: Brand New Day - Josh Radin
AHHHHH so much going through my brain. I'm so stressed man. Like in the best possible way one can be stressed. I'm just anxious, and clearly incredibly motivated.
The tech world and Hollywood are two very different places ... we operate at like a gajillion miles per hour, and when we see something we want, we create it - instantly. Hollywood is a slower beast - I can respect that ... like dude, so through and through ... our producers on this are just off the wall bananas.
No literally - they throw bananas ... a lot of them. I'm not even sure where they all come from, but if I can dodge a ball, I can dodge a banana.
I'm actually going to be looking at a sublet today - whoop whoop!!!! I need to get off the couch, DESPERATELY. Don't get me wrong, urban camping for the last year has been literally the gnarliest ride of my life - but this stuff with the pilot is emotionally tolling ... very very very much so. I'm an extroverted introvert. When I get in situations like this, I need a lot of space; I don't have that right now.
Again, best worst problem ever - last year at this time I was googling public showers, so a couch was considered a blessing. I just can't keep stressing myself out with this sheer excitement and unbelievable rush from stuff with the pilot and not have a place to decompress. I need an off button.
It's funny too, this clothing company that I was introduced to last month totally just contacted me yesterday and want to help out. Dude, their stuff totally doesn't suck! Like literally, I even said to my friend when I first saw the logo, I was like fuck, that's brilliant. They're not marketers nor do they know anything about social media - so I said I'd love to exchange social media 101 for a place to stay. Dude! I can break this stuff down for anyone, it just takes time out of my day. If you're willing to give me a place to call my own where I can decompress .... I will GLADDDLLLYYYYY teach you social media, and help spread the good word of the nerd.
HAHA! You guys are going to freak when you see their shit, it's good stuff man. Definitely good quality. I'm pretty stoked - should find out more today, but at least doing my end of the bargain by looking at a place.
BAHHH!! This is just all so batshit. Best worst problem in the world to have - they're turning your life and website into a TV show, but I can't keep spinning and spinning, and running this site, doing all the SEO, and not have a place to just be. It's going to make me stop loving life ... and dude, that can't happen - EVER.
I honestly am so ready for a challenge ... what I did with this site, as humbly as possible, wasn't even challenging for me. This was all just so matter of fact, that now I'm very ready for a challenge ... however, understand said challenge cannot take place without a solid foundation aka my own home page.
Oh and PS. when I was sleeping in a bed last week in Vegas for the ENTIRE week ... I got to do some epic body contorting. Something that one cannot do while sleeping on a couch ... BAHHHHH!!!
This. Felt. AMAZING!
I'm hanging out at Cafe Solar in Hollywood to try and write out this story. I don't know what's going to come out of my mouth, but I find the people watching here to be very inspiring ... so I'm hopeful. If you're in the neck of the woods, and don't see me writing like a mad woman - totally come by and say hi. I only bite upon request. RAWRRR!!! Oh, but do me a small favor, please tweet me prior: @JenFriel. Not gonna lie I get a bit spooked when people just sit down at the table. hahaha love you all, but I don't immediately pull avatars up in my brain IRL. Gotta look at the handle. JIIIGGAAAAAAA!!!!
Oh and dude, there's totally a cute boy sitting over by the window. I'm making nerdy eyes. He has a mac, so I know his hard drive is compatible with my software. RAAWWRRRRR!!! Note to self, make a move before 1:37pm, and attempt to scour OKC to see if he is on there, and we are a match. He looks so super nerdy, he's gotta be on OKC. Ugh, he just looked over again ... avert the eyes Jen. Don't look directly at him!!!
love you all.
like for real.
like more than you'll ever know.
like so so long time it should be illegal.
wait, maybe this is illegal.
is one person really supposed to feel this way?
how can i bottle this and sell it?
hmm, what would my marketing strategy be?
whoops! something shiny ...
gotta go.