#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick

Jan 21

Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.

#nowplaying: 1979 - Smashing Pumpkins

OMMMMMGGGG I am losing my mind … holy shit balls. I totally met WAYYYYY too many people that I very legitimately respect tonight …. that not only heard of @spirithoods, but of Talk Nerdy To Me Lover. Like for reals … I am like FUCKING BESIDE MYSELF!!!

Dude … I know this sounds weird now, but understand that life is more abundant than you could POSSIBLY IMAGINE!! I went out on a date tonight and wound up kicking it with people that … I just couldn't believe. It's just totally rad when you CHECK IN on Miso, and they're like yahhhh you totally look familiar. God bless search engine optimization and social media marketing. Who knew being such a friggen nerd would EVER be so cool. Like seriously? You're in the peeps that read us? Cause like, I totes mcgotes adore you. I love LA. Only here is that possible. I love love LOVE IT!!

From the bottom of my everything ... as semi buzzed as I am right now, know that you ALL mean the WORLD to me. That right now, period end of sentence is enough. It all feels so so good. My date tonight even asked me … you mean you don't care about death? ... Because clearly, things like that come up on a first date with me ... I looked him straight in the face and said - NO! I found my purpose. I can go to my grave today, tomorrow, or the day after happy knowing that I did something cool as fuck, and the rest …. who cares. If it will be, or if it won't be … it just is ... and it doesn't matter. Celebrate the moment. Celebrate the minute. Celebrate the SECOND. I love you all more than you could ever ever ever ever imagine. Nothing matters. I get it. I get it. I get it.

Holy fuck ... this is even bigger than I thought. Thank you ... thank you .... thank you. No other words. Everything else is bullshit. This is real, this is happening ... and I just can't thank you all enough. This shit was crazy enough to work. AHH-MAZINNGG!!!

For reals ... if there is anything I can do for anyone, hit me up. You all kept me alive, and kept this story happening for the last YEAR ... so please, don't ever hesitate to hit me up:

Facebook: Facebook.com/JenFriel

Twitter: Twitter.com/JenFriel

'er get all old school and email me: JenFriel@talknerdytomelover.com

I just can't get over that this is happening. Just ... thank you. Thank you. Thank you!