#WTF: About last night ... can I get a rundown?

I don't really know what happened last night. Not like in a weird, wooahh I was so drunk blah blah blah way - frankly, I wasn't. But just in more of it was a totally out of character evening.

I met up with some friends at Kress for a birthday party. Cue 4sq checkin:

Clubs are not my thing. I don't know how to stress that enough. I've lived in LA for almost 7 years ... I've done the club thing. I've done it very very very well ...

I like concerts, I like bars, and I like beer. That's pretty much it. I used to like to go to clubs to go dancing with my girlfriends, but its just so fucking lame now it's not even funny. I didn't even dance last night. I get to dance all day every day now in my spirithood - it didn't even matter.

Dude, I spent the night hanging out with porn stars and lesbians, which would be HEAVEN to any straight male in the world, and I was just kinda meh. *whew considering I was starting to think I was a dude*

(PS. you'll never believe who has herpes ... mwahahahahahahahahaah)

Don't get me wrong, my friend whose bday it was is just one of the COOLEST chicks on this damn planet ... that part I loved, but we could have kicked it anywhere and had a good time.

It's weird when you outgrow yourself so much. I wouldn't ever ever ever want to return to the person I was before I started on this adventure in all things nerd ... but at the same time it makes me a bit disenchanted that something I enjoyed so much for YEAAARRRSSSSSSS was like pulling teeth.

On a completely unrelated note - I did get some 8th grade making out on my way home. Super random, saw an old friend en route back to the apartment after the club ... and heavy petting occured. SCORE!! Still no sexual gratification, but I'll take what I can get. Baby steps Jen ... baby steps ...

#ThatIsAll