#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: Goo Goo Dolls - Broadway
*waves* Hello again from the Corner Bakery!! Dude, so the virgin boy from OKC is totally meeting me here today at 8. I'm kinda cracking up, not gonna lie. I'm really really curious to see what this guy is about and why on earth he would deny himself sexual pleasure. He's 26! Come on!! Sex is good ... and sex is great. Period end of sentence.
BAHHH!! I'm working on my story of when I spent 48 hours in a nuthouse back in 2007. That was a trip. It's kinda heavy recalling some of this stuff, but cathartic at the same time. We'll see.
Super stoked, talked to the Hollywood god the other day. He's doing some moving and shaking, but he's getting a pretty rad team together for our pilot. 2011 is shaping up to be hands down the best year of my life. Like no doubt ... nothing will be able to compare type shit. It's just partially frustrating at the same time because I am stoking so many fires. I'm still waiting to hear about the Focus Rally ... and if I get that - I'm gone for 6 weeks traveling the country, competing in missions ... I mean nuts. It'll be on the main page of Hulu. I get 10K for participating with the chance to win $100,000 and 10 cars to give away on this site. Crazy stupid awesome shit ... but I just wanna know if I have it already. I know its neither here nor there, but man, I'm trying to figure out my next living situation for January. I have a really really really good shot at this, so I'm just going with it for now - and staying as present as possible knowing that I'll figure it out. I always do. Stupid brain though is trying to tell me that I should be afraid. STOP IT BRAAIINNN!!!!
Couple big meetings next week too, on even MORE stuff going on ... it just blows my mind. Its such a hustle, I get a sick perverse pleasure on being so absurdly busy. My brain refuses to stop, so I don't let it. HA!
Going back east for 2 weeks starting on Wednesday. Pretty excited, but kinda upset about it at the same time. I have to see the family member that recently got diagnosed with a gnarly illness. They asked me not to talk about it on the site, but I just don't know how I am going to look at them and not just start crying. I'm an emotional basketcase when it comes to this. This person still has stuff that we have to do together. Like important stuff. They're not allowed to go anywhere yet. Mortality is a bitter pill to swallow.
Either way, counting all my blessings and staying grateful in all things consumed in this present moment. And yeah ... that is all. Keep you all posted on this "date" ... should be very, very, very interesting.
#xoxo
