#Fact: I Hate. Everything. About. You.

Hi friends,

So by the time you all read this, I will be en route biking my ass off to meet with the district attorneys office in Hollyhood to discuss my medical bills with the MOTHER FUCKER that beat my ass on Sunset blvd two weeks back. Very literally til the day I die - I will hate no one. Hate takes too much energy on my part, but in 5 days, on the 14th when I see this guy in court I will scream every obscenity from the DEPTHS OF MY SOUL!!!!

I might not have seen you prior to the attack ... but until

the DAY I DIE, I will never forget what you look like.

This doesn't give you "power over me" ... nada. I will protect my own self by not publishing who you are online ... but god damnit, I'm just ... hurt.

I can't believe you did this to me, I can't believe I've lost over 30 hours of my life/ work ... I've accepted that yes, this happened to me, but FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. you RANDOM human being that I've never met before. you didn't rape, or rob me - you just left me with this concussion and this hole in my skull.

I'm now having to waste EVEN MORE of my time talking to these people about paying my bills, and I've never had a Valentine in 27 years, so of ALL of the dates for this court date to be on I assure you is absolutely fucking with my psyche ...

God. Damn. You.

::stop crying Friel ... stop it::

I'm angry ... I'm mad ... I'm sad ... I'm scared ... I'm alone ... and ordinarily I would ask of myself, "what in me attracted this scenario" - but trust, I own NOTHING. You are a COWARD that attacked me with ZERO warning ... FROM BEHIND and left me with a laceration in my skull.

I hate you.

I hate you.

1.075 million dollars is not enough you sick, and twisted MOTHER FUCKER!!!

::breathe Friel, breathe::

Your shit is about to be pwned, and you may never know my name, but til the day I die, I will NEVER forget yours.

You. Piece. Of. Shit.

 

FUCK YOU!!!

#thatisall

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