#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: Make the girl dance - baby baby baby
OOOOOHHHHHH life. You are fab.
So, a lot is going on this month. For one, TNTML's very first live stage show in Hollywood is in 18 days. EIGHTEEN DAYS to put up a liveshow.
Fucking. Batshit.
This is such a dream come true for me that I want to be METICULOUS on the execution of it all, and making sure everything makes sense and runs smoothly. Of course, none of that ever happens in real life - so I am in fact learning to just go with the flow of it all.
I feel like I was born to be a producer. I'm such a - "just get it the fuck done" kinda person, that it's funny how much of that translates to producing. It's a SOLID hustle behind the scenes, but no one ever knows and frankly you're then so busy working on your next project that even you don't care. I'm CRAZY good at compartmentalizing things, and breaking situations down into doable actions. Who knew being so emotionally detached as a child would actually benefit me so much in my adult life?
Cray cray.
The year has started off right though - which is rad. Things are movin and groovin with the scripted show. The pitch is lock and loaded and now we go into strategy mode for presenting. Very exciting all around.
It's funny how when you just walk in your bliss the rest of the world comes to you versus you having to come to it. All I do is me; I am a trend spotter and team builder. By focusing on my strengths and building the team out to help me with my weaknesses, it's truly becoming a remarkable force to be reckoned with. Crazy humbling, obviously - but totally rad at the same time to align with so many AMAZING people.
I'm just buckled up at this point and going through the motions.
SUPER stoked to get my car back. (We're close to closing a handful of deals which will definitely enable that.) I still can't believe I paid over 30K for a car that has been sitting in a garage for over a year, but whatevs - taking public transportation for a year wasn't that bad, and was created yet another story for me to tell and yet another thesis that I think will be pretty cool.
Two thumbs up all around.
I gotta admit though, as great as things are professionally right now my personal life is going through a DRASTIC change; I am attracting different people into my life. I'm not mad at it, clearly there is a BIG shift in me energetic wise, but growth is a scary thing. Between the modern day shaman, and now my dating coach (@datingcoachb) - it's a lot. It's a lot to have ONE of those people in your life, let alone two AND be launching a company, AND have a stage show go up, AND have a scripted TV show slated to sell, AND be writing your first book. I am just reminded that the plate can never be too full because there is in fact no plate. Stay calm, stay zen ... and like Marley says, everything's gonna be alright.
One bite of the elephant at a time.
Oh, on Wednesday I head over to Vegas for CES. I've been pumping myself up by watching Swingers on Netflix ...
So! So! SOOOO GOOD!!!
Okay ... I gotta get back to work. I can't tell you all exactly what I'm working on yet, but it's basically a "this is your life for your vagina." It's remarkable, and uncomfortable all rolled into one.
I heart cultural disruption. This website that these guys are going to launch is going to be HUGGGEEEE!!! Such a genius idea!!! =) =) =)
#kthxbye
