#Question: How do you say to a guy you went to high school with that you want to have sex with him?

Sep 7

OMG OMG OMG nerds, I had the most EPIC night last night. Like epic epic ... epic epic epic ... but it totally got me thinking this morning, how on EARTH am I going to move forward from here and like - make a move!

Alrite, I'm getting ahead of myself. Lemme break it all down for you.

SO, I'm in Boston (obviously), and because I grew up in Connecticut I have a bunch of friends out here that I went to high school with. It's funny that I didn't ever see these kids outside of school, but because of social media we've all kept in touch and now hang out.

Yesterday was this duderino's birthday, so once everyone was done with work we all got together and grabbed a beer. 4 dudes, 1 Friel.

Mind you, the birthday duderino wasn't just "a" friend - he was my 9th grade World Civ crush. Freshman year he sat to my right and I just thought the wooorrrlllldddd of this dude. Like seriously. So hot. So smart. So out of my league. He was super popular in school, kinda Ferris Bueller-esque because everyone genuinely liked him and from what I remember he kept his nose pretty clean. Then you have little me over there, not popular, no label just ... there. High school was such a joke and so anti-climactic.

Either way - so we meet up last night and I was SOOOOOOOO nervous about seeing this dude! Like excited nervous but nervous none the less. I had checked out his Facebok prior, so I knew he had somehow managed to get hotter (seriously - how is that possible??).

I walk into the bar and see him sitting there. Omg omg omg!! I run over and give him a hug - he's sooooooo much taller than I remember and fucking BUILT! Good god, that hug was just ... awesome.

Boobies to built chest = massive turn on.

So we all grab a table and some beers and play catch up. Words at that point were certainly coming out of my mouth - but I have no idea what I said. For the first half hour I couldn't even look over at him without blushing, I engaged everyone else in conversation not wanting to appear too puppy dog.

But unfortunately as the beers went down, the puppy dog came out. OOOOOMMMMMGGGGGGG I was flirting so hard and so bad. It was awesome! He was telling me all about what he does, and he had a lot of passion for it - which is a total panty dropper.

Like literally I was hanging on every word that came out of this kid's mouth.

I was a fucking. Puppy. Dog.

I couldn't help but picture him naked the entire time ... omg omg omg wait, mental picture. ::whooshhh:: k, moving on.

The best part was to all of this though - he flirted right back! So there's something there, I'm just not sure what to do about it.

Clearly I have to let him make the move in this ... but what is the next doable action (no pun intended)? Just keep flirting til he crams his tongue down my throat? God, that's such a dream - and this is all so WEIRD!!! For reals!!

I'm a fucking grown ass woman. I run a business, am in town to film a TV show, my life could not sound ANY cooler yet this dude remembers the uncool and awkward stages.

See you all know this ...

He knows this ...

Anyone else hook up with someone they went to high school with years later? Was it worth it?? Really really really wanting to go after this, but I don't want it to be weird!!! AHHHHHH!!!! Life!!!!!!! Stop it already!!!!!!!