#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Photo by: @CatieLaffoon taken outside Drais in Hollyhood jiggaa!
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: Akon- Beautiful
AHHHHH!!! I can't wait to stop being an urban camper. I want a home so, so, so bad I CAN TASTE IT!!!! I appreciate couch surfing for so long - incredibly beneficial to the hustler's state of mind ... but it literally starts to wear on your psyche not sleeping in a bed, and not having your own space. (OMG and hot water!!!! I take 2 cold showers a week. Fucking literally.)
I am very literally going through the most bat shit experience of my life right now - I'm going to be this character on a TV show based on my life and brand. Fucking nuts! I'm processing ... this is my therapy, and my outlet ... but its just different when you don't have your own space. Again though, incredibly. incredibly. incredibly appreciative of my surroundings. Like seriously? How am I not on a street corner somewhere? And dude, not even in the hot and hooking standpoint ... goodness gracious.
Everything is literally right here. Like any day, I can feel it. This crowd in NY hit me up for some stuff ... if that goes through I can get my own place somewhere. Obviously, I have to sublet. Until things pop with the pilot, we're kinda in a holding period. There's still a lot of work that has to get done since this project is 75% tech. Dude, totally get it. The agency suits could barely wrap their head around 5% of things that I was saying. It was weird.
Is it weird too that I very honestly feel like I've just begun? I did this shit in my sleep. Everything I did with this site came incredibly naturally to my personality, and just genuine shit I enjoyed talking about. I'm sincerely wondering what the next level of consciousness is. Ugh! I can't wait. This is the GREATEST TIME TO BE ALIIVVEEEEEE!! EVER. EVER. EVERRRRRRRR!!!
Oh and the emails I have been getting regarding the posts on the mentalist have been INSAANNNEEEEE!!!!! Newest post will be delivered in the morning. The next bit of it gets INCREDIBLY intense ... can't post that before bed, I'll be up til 7 am again.
Dude, read what one of the chickadees involved wrote me on Facebook today:
Yeah my b. I knew that wasn't going to sit pretty - but it was honest. Those girls have the BIGGEST hearts on this planet, but very literally when we first started talking and when I first met them - I heard no less than 10 times, I do not understand what you just said. It's just different when you grow up such a different part of the country. Dumb isn't the right word - that's a very rude thing to say ... I will say simpler, in the most genuine and honest manners possible. I know these girls can hustle, I've seen it first hand - but when it comes to a broader range of things, it just didn't occur to me that other people in the world weren't exposed to the education I received.
HALL HIGH IN THE HOUUSSSEE!!! WeHa! WHAD UP?!?! Yeah, no? Dude, a few peeps from my high school read this. Well, one - and I pay her in raisinettes. DUDEEE!! MMMMMMMMMMMMMM I need some raisinettes.
#drool
ps. epic evening. @CatieLaffoon might be one of my newest favorite people on the planet. This chick is fucking RADDDD!!! OH and I totally met one of the editor's tonight from Hot Tub Time Machine. He's totes besties with @meowmistidawn - they met on OKC back in the day. Fucking small ass world. He worked with Mary and Luke who are producers on our pilot. Bat shit!! BAT SHIT I TELL YOUUUUU!!! k ... bye.
