#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: Fortunate Son- Creedence Clearwater
ahhhh bahhh and yahhhhh ... just got back home from another date. This one felt more like a meeting than a date. Bah humbug. Nice guy, in all seriousness ... we're just not vibin the same. I recognize his points of frustration, and definitely understand the shoes that he's in right now ... but just not gonna happen. He was like crazy, stupid, oh holy mother of a goat hot - but he had the saddest eyes. He just doesn't know what he "brings to the table." That's an uphill battle, man. You expel so much more energy wondering what you should be - versus just being what you actually are. Bless his heart, we were already besties on Facebook, so its not like either of us are going anywhere. yooouu arreee stuuuckkkk in my digital life foorreevveerrrrrr ... mwaaahhhh
So, tomorrow I am going to this limo champagne dinner thing with a Laker. No joke, totally random and totally out of the blue. Got an invite to be in Santa Monica tomorrow evening for it. I'm so STOKED! How funny is it thought that I am taking a bus from Hollywood to ride around in a limo for the evening. It's like really? Really? How is this my life ... I love it, so many weird random adventures. There are like 10 chicks going, super rad - and I'm sure a bigger deal than I realize, however I enjoy being adorably clueless. No expectations through and through ... more Facebook friends that I haven't friended yet! SCORE! I'm excited to get a free meal and some free liquor. YAY LIFFEEEEE!!!
Kind of a quiet week this week. Been feeling really loopy the last few days with my allergies. We have a few more days before the Hollywood god comes back from this thing - but then he's going to introduce the rest of the team to this big player ... and yeah, I'm excited. I'm flooored at the team that has been assembled for this pilot. Talk about the most humbling thing ever.
I do need to be of service soon; I need to get out of my head. I've been on the receiving end of a lot of awesomeness lately, I feel like I haven't been giving anything out. I think I'm going to volunteer at this homeless shelter in Hollywood. Pretty fitting since I knew the soup kitchen was always there, but fortunately because of social media, I never had to use it. I am making a commitment to stop by there tomorrow on my many rounds. Gotta keep it all in balance. JIIIGGGAAAAAA!!!
I have another date tomorrow night (er tonight actually) after I get back from Santa Monica. This guy I'm actually SUPPPERRR stoked about meeting. He's a writer, and a total whackadoodle noodle. It's going to be one of those things that is totally going to knock my socks off - or be the worst thing ever. There is no in-between with this kind of personality. Our stats on OKC are 92% match/ 88% friends. I'm hoping for a match on this one, but at the same time, I'm definitely trying not to get my hopes up. He's just so damn promising ... BAH!
We'll see ... We'll see ... We'll see ...I hate dating, I really do.
#facepalm
