#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#NowPlaying: Life in a northern town - dream academy
OMMGGGGG I am the saddest human being on the planet right now. For reals ... I cannot believe I am leaving this unbelievable house.
I don't show a lot of emotion IRL, strictly because I have to live in my own little world. It's what I do, and it's also why I think the most commonly used adjective to describe me is "interesting." I always do my own thing. I sit at my desk - er in the case of the last few months, Tucker's dining room table with my spirithood on and headphones in my ear just processing.
These last few months have literally been the best months of my life. No joke ...
I met @Tgumb on friggen OKC and then he opened his house to me, gave me a room, and fed me with absolutely nothing but shared awesomeness and ad space in return. I'm not even kidding you, this last year has all been the most illogical and batshit experience of my life. Who has an entirely extra room in their house that they don't want to rent out?!?! This is LA?!?! And who just takes someone in like that?!? I just ... have no words. Tucker (@Tgumb), Morgan (@maniacalmorgan), and Stouty (@shitstoutysays) are my heart. They are three of the most incredible people I have ever met in my entire life, and you don't even have to follow them on twitter - or friend 'em on Facebook ... just know that there are people like this that exist. Crazy that we all met through passion and this website too. Morgan I met when I was the mayor of the Foursquare at the Coffee Bean he used to work at ... I then taught him what Foursquare was, and how to use it ... he got so jazzed that he started writing for us ... then became the co-editor of this blessed little website through all of his hard work. I mean Crazy!? He then was looking for a new place, and Tucker hit him up on Twitter.
Stouty? He's been Tucker's BFF forever and ever ... he's a little rough around the edges, but don't let it fool you - he has one of the biggest hearts you've ever seen. Sorry dude, I see through that act! =)
And Tucker? He full blown threw a campaign for me to go out on a date with him ... then we just started to kick it after I took him to a few nerdy events as friends ... and blllahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... I am an emotional mess. I fucking hate moving. I love these people so much, I don't want to move - which is a riot, since I really don't even have anything to move. Just the emotional element of it all is so draining. You build a relationship with these people coexisting in the same space ... and like that *poof* time to move on. I get it, I designed this life ...
I am walking into what I know without a shadow of a doubt will be the best year of my life, and even that doesn't touch the emotional overload I am experiencing. It's just so hard to accept change in any capacity - even for someone who makes a living doing it. Nuts, right? Go figure ...
Life is abundant ... Life is abundant ... Life is abundant in more ways than you could possibly ever imagine. Just believe in what you do - and others will follow suit, as life is reflective.
I am shocked every day that I never know what I am going to get myself into, and yet all life unfolds for me are the most incredible eye opening and consciousness shifting experiences. What's the story? I'm still not sure ... but I am certain no matter what, Tucker Gumber is going to be a big chapter in it.
All my love and all my heart. Thank you so much Tucker, Morgan and Stouty.
Leaving for Hollywood in an hour ... time for a new chapter.
xoxo #nerdsunite
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