#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: Modern English - I melt with you
AHH! Wow ... good stuff coming up. I'm going to be doing a show on Sirius and XM on Friday. SUPPPPERRRR stoked! The peeps are calling today to talk about stuff that we're gonna be talking about and yada yada yada.
It's a weird stage for the site, a lot has evolved - I find myself having to hustle less but manage a lot more. Organizing things, following up ... etc ... I'm no longer having to shout from a rooftop that THIS IS A BIIIGGGGG DDEAALLLLLLLLLLL ... which is amazing, because it just is ... and enough people are now getting it that I can just take a deep breath. *BBBRREEAATHHHEEEEEEEE*
Also, I haveeeee to find a psychology expert. Like for reals. I want more lifecasters to come on board and do what I do, as I see tremendous value in it. @JenSquard is amazing, and I am learning from her that if I open a door in someone's mind, there has to be someone there to greet them. See, when I went on my little journey to find the meaning of life, I had Buddhism to fall back on and act as my guide. I don't want to get religious-ie with people and say if you come on board these are the tools you have to use .. gag me with a spoon. Not my style. That just worked for me! Go find what works for you! But I can't open these doors and windows if I don't have a place for people to go. It's not right. At the same time though, I won't tolerate less. For real ... social media made me accountable for all of my thoughts and actions, and that changed my life. Anyone involved in shit we're doing round these parts has to be willing to step up to the plate to do the same. I'm not going to dilute the brand ... it really is GO BIG OR GO HOME!
I feel for Jen, I know she's in a really difficult place ... but I also know, I walked that SAME step ... and lived to tell about it. Everything passes, and in times of uncomfort come growth. I want people involved in the lifecasting that we do to grow as people, and whatever that means to them. There is no time table for this type of thing, its life - told in real time. I just think the vulnerability one can show in that way is something so so so so so soooo many people are attracted to, while at the same time having amazing benefits for the actual lifecaster. Trips me out ... I don't really know how to articulate it, as it is a feeling for me at this point ... but I know Jen is there, and I know a lot of other moms out there can relate to her plight if she is just willing enough and open enough to share. Having the fear of failure while attempting to shed light on vulnerabilities is a difficult task, but I'm confident in Jen.
OMG OMG OMG my first boxing session is tonight. These people are sooo fuckin CHILL!! I love love love the Hollywood Boxing Gym. Went over some general social media education this morning, and they are sooooooo on board its not even funny. They just didn't know what all this nerdy stuff was all about - they're getting it ... and quickly. That just makes my lil heart SIIINNNGGG AHHH LINNNGGGGG!!!! Super super super excited for life, and super super super excited to be in the most amount of pain imaginable tonight. hahaha oh goodness, I am going to be SO SORE tomorrow ... but no pain no gain. Thanks, AH-NOLLDD! =)
Stay tuned guys, we've got so much stuff goin on its making my head spin ... but I am incredibly incredibly incredibly grateful on all fronts. RAWWRRRRR life, I love you! I love you! I love you! MWAAAHHHH!!
All my love and all my heart
xoxo #nerdsunite
