#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: Kris Allen - Live like we're dying
I just got home from a date ... great first date ... but I definitely just met all of his friends.
We went to the bar the Surly Goat, which btw, AHHH-MAAZZINNGGG happy hour ... $4 beers, $4 well drinks. Crazy awesome sauce. Then I went to his house warming party, where all of his friends were invited; life is reflective, and birds of a feather flock together. So, you're sitting there looking at these people analyzing conversations going, omg there is something in this person that resonates in this person ... and I literally lost it. Loved the people, super chill - but they're all pretty young. I definitely felt like I was in a frat party. I'm 26, and never went to college for a reason. Frats weren't my thing.
BAHHHHHH!!!! I really like this dude, and his friends isolated from this dude that I might want to date are one thing, but I just want to wipe that from my brain. Like, awesome awesome awesome first date ... but I just don't want to meet your friends until I have formed an opinion of you. I guess that is what the lesson is in all of this. His friends = awesome. He = awesome ... but the two combined before you have formulated an opinion is just all around weird, strange, and slightly awkward.
Ugh. No me gusta. I told him to ask me out again. I technically asked him out the first time ... but I said, ask me out again ... I want to do this again. HAHA! Which was just funny, but he's also shy ... and I'm not someone that ever messes around. We'll see. He wore my Red Wolf Spirithood which was rad. He owned it, I can respect that.
I just don't get it though. It's so annoying, its this whole red pill blue pill shit, of I just GET people. This friend of his was telling me about this book and how he can't stand this character because he's a total douche ... me not having a filter said, oh but life is reflective. What in you resonates in this person? He hopefully was drunk enough to realize that I really really really didn't mean to say that - but my mouth was just open, so I spoke. I hate knowing what I know, and being in certain social situations with new people, because I'm like uhhhhh you realize you create your own reality, right? People don't want to hear that. I don't even argue with people, I just don't really care. I don't think I'm the be all and end all by ANY stretch of the imagination ... but I jut throw so much fucking shit against the wall that I'm like yep, this is true. It's annoying. Foot in mouth Jen, foot in mouth.
On the other hand, I got to play with a 6 year old and a 2nd grader tonight ... I explained to them the wonders of an external monitor. They were SOOO excited when I let them play with the display. Of course I made them wash their hands first. HAHA!! Sticky fingers + macbook pro = no bueno.
I told them, I can't WAIT to see how technology unfolds for you guys, because it's about to change SOOOO much over the next 5 years. They looked at me kinda funny, and then one of them picked their nose. I just wanted to like pinch their cheeks and scream its the GREATEST time to be alive! But I recognize, their frame of reference is rather limited. OOOOOHHHHH LIFFEEEE!!! You're so wonderfully random.