That Nerdy Chick: #Dating Schmating
OHMYYYGATTOSSS!!! I was reminded at dinner last night just how little of time I currently have to date, and with the movie and all ... shits only going to get worse. BAHHHH!!!!! I love, love, love, me some life ... love, love, love, running this site ... love, love, love, the movie ... but I realllyyy dont want to turn into one of those cold heartless bitches that is a massively huge CEO yet goes home to her cappuccino maker. Working on the script and reading it in the car on the latest leg of the Unapologetically Awesome Spring/ Summer 2010 Tour has provided some rad psychoanalysis of my current situation. Yes, I am on OkCupid. Totally have no shame about it either ... frankly, it's the only place I can meet people. I really did start it to look for someone, but the last handful of dates I've gone on were really just for content for the site. I post my opinions, post their responses and just kinda go with the flow on it all. I've had a great time with literally every guy ... but its breaking my heart that I haven't found one that I actually stood a shot at dating. This sounds mean, but if you're not a CEO, or running some sort of crazy operation and equally busy ... there is not a snowballs chance in hell that we'll be able to date. I get on a plane at a moment's notice, totally loving my completely nomadic life, but would love to even Skype with someone at the end of the day about it. I hate texting dudes, hate talking on the phone, tweeting is pretty rad since I get to see an avatar ... but I just LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEE what I do for work so much, and KNOOWWWW so through and through who I am - I won't settle. I'm not looking for Mr. Perfect, but rather a good running partner. I wear flats because I usually have to run to at least 3 meetings a day, or hop a fence because I got locked out of something somewhere, because I can be that spacey ... I just want someone that can keep up, and give me my own space at the same time.
So, I'm 25 .. still single ... but will def say - that I am going to be more honest and a little bit more open with the heart program in my body and see if we can get somethin' movin' and groovin'!
PS. Just heard this in the car for the millionth time - and I friggen LOVE LOVE LOVE it!!!