#Randomblings: That Nerdy Chick is stressed

Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.

#nowplaying: Fefe Dobson- Ghost

Good lordy I have been stressed this week. Like really, really, really, stressed. All this stuff is great - and trust me, after a phone call I had today ... it only solidified the fact that just based on the NAME of this site alone, I can just create a stupid splash page ... walk away ... and still be awesome for like ever and ever. But I ADOOORREEEEEE what I do. I am just getting spooked by all these big wig meetings I've been taking. I don't want anything here to lose it's core nerdy essence. I just listen to people, follow trends, and act. It's not rocket science - I just know these next few steps are going to be huge ... which is GREAT, I just have to remember I have nothing to lose ... and even if people approach you with crazy amounts of $$ at the end of the day, its just rubbish. You guys are the reason why this is even worth a penny. I have to have to HAVEEEEEE to listen to that. I mean fuck man, I became homeless on this venture - and now I'm staying in a million dollar 1500 sq ft condo. Nothing is logical in life, there is only "is and is not."

This is ... as long as I listen it can't be an is not.

They did a lot of reworking on the TNTML script - and they made the lead a lot more like me. Which is great, totally kosher. 

AHHH fuck, what a dream man - what a fucking dream. I just feel like it's not enough though. I don't know if it will ever be ... and I think that will push me and push me to want to do more. I get SUCH satisfaction out of coming up with these weird and wanky marketing schemes, and executing them ... listening to people ... just being so active in social media is just wow - incredible.

I want more of you life, I just can't get enough.

This has been a very random stream of consciousness by a very random nerd.