#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: Wonderful - Everclear
Alrite ... I totally need this right now. I am just BAHHHHH!!!! Pins and needles!! Pins and needles!!!!!!!! I am literally waiting any minute to hear some important news regarding the TNTML film. Like literally ... any hour, any minute, any second ... I am like literally going mad.
The thing is, there are SO many fires going, that again, I know if for whatever horrid reason this weren't to work out with this specific person ... there are like a bajillion trillion other options. But it's also really hard, because I just genuinely dig this person. He's super bitchin. HAHA! No really ... totally not even kissing ass. A friend of mine worked for him, and like LOVEEDDD him. He's just awesome apple sauce all around. For months it has all been two big steps forward, one step back. We have this like fanschmastically awesome package and all. I'm pretty stoked ... but it's no longer in my hands. I've never been a "wait by the phone" kinda person. I just do. I break things down and figure out how to execute a goal on the path of least resistance. See, the universe is all one. So the more you're able to actually go WITH the flow and WITH the grain, the more you can actually get done.
Dude, I've learned so much about that this last year ... its insane.
It doesn't mean you don't act upon things, or expect that the universe is going to give you something because you're this gift, and it's destiny .... blah blah blah. Dude, you MAKE your own destiny. I MADE this happen. I was also incredibly present, and saw all of the opportunities before me ... but yeah. This is good shit here. I stand by it. And that's pretty much all I have to my name.
I know there is something here. I felt it even before there was a friggen script. And I feel that this is going to work. I don't know how, I don't know when, I don't know ... really anything ... but I know I really dig this person. And I just kinda have to put my faith in that.
Dude, he ended our last meeting with a hug. Hollywood gods don't hug. The funniest part about this though is I never, like ever ever ever viewed him as that. No for reals, even after I got his card after our first meeting .. I was like ... hmmm that sounds important. He's just my buddy. He tells good stories, and we're friends on Facebook. He asked me if there was anything he could ever help with, to let him know ... so I asked for help. It really was that simple.
So yeah ... there ya go, that's bouncing around in my head right now. Grand, aint it?
