The time is now. No, not now ... #RightNow
I am starting to think I am really weird. BWAHAAHAH!! Goodness gracious, wait, totally knew that already. Everyone kept sending me texts and emails this weekend all stoked about the Houdini House, Playboy Mansion, and dude, even the #nerdherd. The fact that we got that place for free? Ummm HELLOOOO!!!
Don't get me wrong, every.single.day. I am like super super super excited to be alive. Like, crazy, over the top, holy hell Batman type shit ... but I've been in this town for almost 7 years. This stuff, albeit fucking awesome ... is totally the norm for me. It was my second time at Houdini, and my like 30th time at the Mansion. It didn't really occur to me until just now how really weird all of that is. That's social media IRL baby!! In LA it's not who you know, its who knows you ... I am blessed to even meet people in traffic. I am like a walking talking, hey, say something to me, kinda person. For reals, I very literally have gone out on two dates with dudes that I met in traffic. ANDDDDDD!! I know for a fact the whole "being more aware" thing also has something to do with it. Swear to goodness, people just smile at me. It's like weird. I was walking in Hollywood last weekend, and this 15 year old girl just waved at me. Wasn't in a costume, just chillaxin - its incredible. Life is SO SO SO SO SOOOOOO reflective!!!!!! Why is it more people do not get like crazy excited about this?!?! Depression, anger, anxiety, its all a crock of shit! Like for reals! I don't even care if you guys send me nasty tweets saying but this happened to me ... and this happened to me ... dude, you have no idea. I've seen it, been there, done that, and am one day going to write a book that you can flip through and refer back to pages on this blessed little website on when I recorded it in real time.
There is no excuse to not be happy in life. Happiness is from within. I'm STILL without my own home, but again - not homeless. I have a place to stay, but I've been without a solid stream of any income greater than $10 for almost this entire year. That's INSANEE!!! I've traveled the country, opened my mind, and connected with so many people on so many freaky freaky levels. There is not a shadow of a doubt in my mind that this is in fact the greatest time to be alive.
I spent 10 years trying to get half as far as I did in 10 months. That's nuts!! But that was me. That was an shift in consciousness. Go ... take risks ... we're in a recession. If it's not going to get any better any time soon do you really have an excuse to not take a chance??? WHO CARES!!!!! Make mistakes, learn from them ... throw SO MUCH SHIT against the wall that SOMETHING ... SOMEWHERE ... will stick. Now is the time. Like right now, like by the time I've typed the end of this sentence you should have actually already started it.
Dude, MY TWITTER ACCOUNT WAS JUST VERIFIED!!! That's like the equivalent of winning an Oscar in this town!!! Holy shit ... how do these things happen?? RISSSSKKKKSSS!! I took a BIG BIG BIG BIG RISK! And it is paying off. Get off your ass, now, and go do something about it.
#ThatIsAll