#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: The Verve Pipe - The Freshman
BAHHH!!! What a time. What a time. What a time. This is very literally the most insane time of my life. I say not to sound remotely cool, but every.single.day. each one of the projects I have on my plate creeps up an inch more. And dude, so exciting - but at the same time ... I also feel like this shit has taken forever. Its horrible, I know - I'm an incredibly patient person ... but I'm just a do-er. This whole having an idea and not doing anything about it is a bit foreign to me.
Heard back from the Hollywood god today. First off, I was BLOOWNNNN away by how long this man's message was, and how detailed it was. He knows I don't follow the LA shit, I honestly have no idea what goes into this stuff. But I know this is a good idea, and it needs to get done. He suggested us looking at it from a different angle in an entirely different medium. Dude, I'm totally game. I just assumed one had to go before the other. This project is my baby, and it is being marketed and promoted in real time. Literally, every meeting every anything for this thing has been documented since its inception. I think that in and of itself is pretty bitchin, so yeah - I'm game. I asked to be set up with this person, as this is more their thing, and hopefully he will be able to help a nerd in need and make some things happen.
I can't describe it other than the fact that I know this is going to happen. It's like knowing your name. It's like knowing I could launch this damn site ... when you just know something you know it. I wouldn't have gone on this journey for the last year and gone to the lengths that I have if I didn't believe. That's literally all I have in life. Its insane, I know - I fucking love it. Hearing that you can't be bought immediately scares the shit out of people.
Spent the last few days with that el duderino. Super bitchin dude, for reals - all kidding aside. I just couldn't leave him last night at the hospital. I felt so bad, lung surgery is no joke. I slept in a chair, and dude!! AMAZING accommodations!! Look at that thing!!! TOTALLY bad ass!!
Yep, nerd eye mask, phone charger, and messenger bag. I came prepared.
I don't know man ... so much going on, it was kinda nice to focus on helping someone else other than just thinking about work.work.work for a few days. Not that I don't love you all, trust me ... I love you more than I love my right hand. And we allllll know where my right hand was the other night. Jigga jigga jigga ... I do strive to find balance with all of this one day, but I wonder if that is ever realistic. Peace of mind comes from within. I get that, but this is my art - living life. Documenting the life that I lead ... where the hell do you draw the lines in that?? Art and being are on in the same. BAHHHH!!!!! What a life, what a fucking life man.