#Randombling: That Nerdy Chick
Randombling: A 5 minute long unedited random stream of consciousness produced by a nerd for nerds.
#nowplaying: New Radicals- Mother we just cant get enough
SOOOO!!! I just had a date. And it was pretty bitchin. I just dont get it man. This was the first date in a suppperrrrr long time that had absolutely nothing to do with work. Literally, as a lifecaster I am just kinda getting into this whole boundary thing, because frankly, there are no boundaries with what I do. I def signed a deal with the devil, and I'm totally kosher for that passover ... but this was just the first date in like forever that I had no desire to work with this guy, no desire to promote anything, was just insanely and absurdly attracted to him - asked him out on Twitter, and the rest was kinda history. It was nice.
Definitely butterflies. Like crazy butterflies. Not that the other guys I've dated in about the last year weren't super cool for school, but this was just very honest and easy. OMG I was suchhhhh a nerd. Like literally, could barely look at him without thinking oh holy fuck, I am doing everything wrong, and I guess that is just what felt so right. I didn't think - I liked him, told him I liked him ... and furthermore acted upon it.
He planned the date, which for me just knocked my nerdy socks off - since I think all day and am in crazy work mode ... shutting it off for an evening is just BITCHIN! Then even had an element of "choose your own adventure." We closed two places down, as apparently the people on this side of the valley are just old, and then came back to the house and watched the stars for an hour. But like, actually watched the stars. Conversation was just easy and effortless, and I feel like this is how dating should be. I'm going in with literally not an expectation in the world, although I'd be lying if I didn't throw in the fact that I have thought about my first name with his last name ... it sounds a bit porn starish, or completely fake. I haven't decided which. (... and btw, there isnt a chick in the world that doesn't do that. we just don't tell you.)
I have no idea what any of this means, and I guess that's whats awesome. Before this little TNTML social experiment, I used to always go out on a date and have an expectation of what everything meant. I can honestly say, I don't care. It was the best evening I have had in a very, very, very, long time - and ended with a good night hug, not even a kiss. (Which sucked btw, because I am a horny, horny, horny bitch. But I'll get over it.)
I guess he just totally caught me off guard. For a nerdy chick that analyzes trends and people all day, thats not an easy task. I can't read him, nor do I even care to try. I just liked his company. I don't know what that means, but I have to follow my own motto ... feels good, doesn't feel good. This feels great. For now. Which is all we have anyway, right? =)
#NerdsUnite
PS. Again, lucky, lucky bastard for catching me when I am COMPLETELY unplugged!! There was no tweeting, no foursquare checking in, as again - I have to file that stupid claim for my phone to get fixed. Stupid Verizon with their stupid new insurance regulations ... BAHHHHHHHH!! *runs into wall*
P.P.S. He totally gave me this super nerdy little flower at the beginning of the date that I'm kinda in love with, not gonna lie. It's the little things!!!!
P.P.P.S. He also doesn't seem intimidated by me, or by my world. He never uttered the words "do you know how many guys would kill to be where I am?" or my personal favorite "so I have this idea that I wanted to tell you about that I think we could work together on ..."
Lick a dick, suck my clit. Yeah. I went there ... get over it.