#ShitGotReal: This time, not so good

MMMMM ... snot ... so sexy ...

Holy shit. I feel like I literally just had the wind knocked out of me. No, wait - that would have been easy to take because you could actually catch a breath again. Just got some horrible news on a personal level. I can't talk about it, as its not my thing to talk about ... and the person involved just doesn't want to tell people. I have to respect that. But this is my therapy. I have nothing else to turn to. I knew something was up. I just knew it. Kept thinking about my grandmother all day ... and DUDE! Literally 30 seconds after I posted on her, I got the call.

It was one of those where the person tells you - and you just drop the phone. There just are no words. But I still stand by everything I said earlier. EVERY.SINGLE.DAY. is precious. Its all encompassing regarding relationships, family, everything.

Give every day, everything you've got.

I just ... need a minute to breathe.

I refuse to google at this point. Information isn't always power. Sometimes you just have to let things sit, and just let things be. This is one of those moments. Trying to access information isn't going to actually make me any saner.

I'm just posting this as a way to process, not looking for sympathy - or anything ... cause if I was I would like totally tell you ... HA! Shameless, who me? But life just got very real. And all I have to say, is if you thought I was motivated before .... ohhhhhhhh you ain't seen nothing yet.

Keep on rockin out el nerdy folk. You guys keep me going. #NerdsUnite