#NaughtyMommy Happenings - I'm tired of being around kids

#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @JenSquard

I don't know what the deal is, but this week I am just over it.  I am tired of being a stay-home mom.  I'm not even just a stay at home mom, I'm a mom that works from home.  But damn, I never get a break.  Work doesn't actually get done until the hubbard comes home.  I spend my entire day just playing referee to these monkeys - get off the back of the couch, quit being a tattle tail, don't hit, go to your room, pick up your toys, stop yelling....it gets so incredibly frustrating.  I love my kids, and I love being a mom, but I think I would love it so much more if I could get a little bit of time to myself. 

I feel like such a shithead mom saying stuff like that, too.  It breaks me down and I feel terrible, but it is what it is.  Having three kids under four, all the time is hardcore.  It's not because I am responsible for them, or that they are needy, it's that it's All.The.Time.  Man, all the effing time.  It's constant, and I still have to work.  This isn't the job that I had planned for my life, I wasn't one of the girls that wanted to stay home with her kids since she was young.  I wanted to work.  I still want to work.  I would LOVE to work.  But daycare would cost more per day than I could make, and I would have to quit the job that I have now.  So it is what it is.  Having kids is the hardest and most rewarding job there is.  Some days it is just more hard work than rewards.

What do you think about it? Twitter: @JenSquard