Lets get #crazy: TNTML is coming to a theater near you!!

SOOO!!! I just had a meeting with a writer, who wrote an AMAZING treatment for a TNTML inspired movie. No for reals ... I am very black and white on things. I can tell within 2.5 seconds if something is going to work or not - it's a weird gut thing. Dudddeee!! He GOT IT!! 

I can't talk about it or anything ... stupid legal peeps. But needless to say, there are crazy stupid huge names attached ... like box office names ... like you know these people names ... and now I have to get a lawyer. 

I sat there today in my ripped t-shirt, roxy shoes, and grungy skirt ... and it hit me for the very first time - we're really big. I'm actually pretty glad none of this has hit me yet - because I feel like I wouldn't be enjoying it as much. I'm not coming from a place of desperation. I have ABSOLUTELY nothing left to lose. I'm homeless, running off of passion, and the last $20 in my bank account is going into paying the hosting bill for this site on the 15th. Yet, I still just. don't. care. The CEO of AOL knows my friggen name and my mode of transportation to these fanschmastically awesome meetings is the brand spanking new Ford Fiesta with gas provided by Ford!!!! I mean COME ON!!!!!! I have to be doing something right here!!! I just can't see the whole situation just yet, but I am at least consciously aware that that isn't my job. I can't control this beast, I don't control ANYTHING. I just keep showing up for life, and am aware that my only focus is living each of the 86,400 seconds to the day to the fullest. That's it! I very matter of fact think that that is the only way I have not lost my mind from the stress of it all. It just feels so good in the here and now. I can't worry about tomorrow - it will come soon enough. In the meantime, I just focus my energy on what I can do right now, at 4:19pm on Saturday 6/12/2010. 

... and right now, I'm watching some videos of my new boss. =)